me talking to self this morning inside head "frances you have to get up""why do I have to get up?""so you can get out and live""live for what, live for whom?""yourself, your goals, your future""the person I don't know? the goals i don't have? the future I'll never see? I think I'll stay in bed""but there is so much more""much more stuff to pain and suffer and cry over""and to laugh and live and love""i've tried living for myself, i've tried living for others, i'm so tired of living now in a place where no one bothers""but they do, you don't want to die now, so much more here""you said that already""but its true""isn't funny how my words to myself sound so empty""its because you are empty""wait... aren't you meant to be my positive side""yeah, so get out of bed you lazy slob""ten more minutes""you better"
the fun in funerals
the laughter in manslaughter
the harm in pharmacy
the end in friends