Monday, September 26

complete freedom does not exsist!
would it be stupid to want this?
to have something boundry free,
that lets you pass by reality.
woud it be good not to know,
how far you can push yourself to go?
can you ever have a final destination,
with a complete freedom manifestation?
the freedom to do as you will,
to get what you want, to have your fill,
you are allowed to do anything,
to take all and everything.
the proposed may seem ideal,
but it denies what others feel,
removing thier right to also be free,
destroying complete freedom completely.

Friday, September 16

Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Extraversion |||||||||| 36%
Stability |||||||||||||| 53%
Orderliness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 63%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||| 50%
Artistic |||||||||| 36%
Religious |||| 16%
Hedonism |||| 16%
Materialism || 10%
Narcissism |||||||||||||| 56%
Adventurousness |||||||||| 36%
Work ethic |||||||||||| 50%
Self absorbed |||||| 30%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||| 30%
Romantic |||||||||||| 43%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 70%
Anti-authority |||||||||||| 43%
Wealth || 10%
Dependency |||||||||||||||| 70%
Change averse |||||||||||| 43%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 70%
Individuality |||||||||||||| 56%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 43%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||||| 70%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness |||||| 30%
Histrionic |||||| 30%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||| 63%
Vanity |||||||||| 36%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||| 56%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 43%
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Tuesday, September 6

this one came about from a line in the last one i wrote. I like this one much better, it has a better beat to it and doesn't necessarily concern you (or me) killing someone and taking their heart...

with desperation and tears,
you search for answers hidden in the sky,
but the moon remains silent,
and the stars won't reply.
so you're left here alone,
with the haunting question of why,
you feel so terribly empty,
and have gained the desire to die.

but maybe you can escape,
these lonely feelings you can defy,
just forget all the restrictions,
run to the edge, open your arms and fly.
although they are repressed deep inside,
the pain still shows in your eye,
to believe you can escape anything,
or everything is unfortuantly a lie...

Monday, September 5

a trickle of blood down the back of your throat,
makes you cough and wakes you from your dreams,
your clothes are soaked in the crimson bodily fluid,
suddenly the world bursts into sound with violent screams.
your ears feel like their burning and your eyes try to focus,
the darkness is then pierced with a terribly strong light,
a body's sprawlled out infront of you, with a hole in their chest,
with their heart still in your hand you run into the night.
the screaming stopped and the light has faded away into shadow,
you search your mind for memory while your feet pelt the ground,
why can't you remember anything about that person now far behind?
and then you notice the object in your hand and a part of the past is found.
your feet throb as you come to a stop at an unknown destination,
with despiration and tears, you look for answers hidden in the sky,
this could just be a dream thats gone all twisted, but you know its real,
that you've taken a dead person's heart and you can't even remember why...

well that was pretty chunky poetry there, might as well been a story...

Saturday, September 3

this isn't the end, it can't be the end, but whether I want it to be the end is another question. you want to let go of something, hopefully that things the gun in your hand and not the life in your heart...

and never again, no never again, they gave us two shots to the back of the head and we're all dead now...