i think something's changed. i acknowledge that things are always changing (and that 'acknowledge' is an ugly looking word) and it's not always a bad thing, that we should embrace change for without it, we wouldn't be here. we are only humans today as we know it because of mutations in the DNA of our ancestors (we're studying natural selection in biology). Horray for society, pity i don't feel so proud. Anyway, the change. I think it's a perspective change, but i'm not sure. i consider myself reasonably open and aware of the other views out there and so when i cross over from knowing the point of view to having that point of view it can be extremely subtle. It's not usually the whole "oh i shall cleanse my old self and start anew" dramatic thing with me. So when a thought changes from "i'm so bored right now" into "but i'm thankful for that, 'cause it means nothing bad is happening", i almost feel worried. its the type of thing that you could have thought heaps of times but weren't paying attention to your own thought patterns. it's also the type of outlook i'm sure i didn't have a month ago and you're all probally going, "uhuh, good for you but, it's not that big of a deal, why am i suposed to care?". Well you don't have to care, and i don't mean that in a neglected-teenage-angst way, more of an understanding "oh well" shrug of the shoulders.
I feel better right now and so i think i will leave you to surf your merry way around the world wide web. don't loose your swimwear in the current.
peace out

i think that it's brainless to assume that making changes to your window's view will give a new perspective. (Blacking Out the Friction - Death Cab for Cutie)