this is a time to stay calm, but the adrenaline pours into her blood vessels and excites her heart. like you do. or maybe you're the one injecting the stimulant in. what ever it is, i think she's addicted. it may not be illegal, but god it's creating a habit. but she doesn't seem to care about the side effects, she just cares about you. she's on a high when she's around you, or talking of you. i'm scared that you will let go and she will fall. i hope she doesn't fall too hard, because i'm not strong enough to catch her. i hope you will catch her, because if you don't, even if her bones don't break, her heart will. and i don't know how to fix that. i don't know how to make it better. i don't know how long i can keep the pressure on this gapping wound...

but everything means nothing, if i ain't got you... (alicia keys)