Saturday, March 3

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"grow up"
"no you grow up"
"no you"
"nu-uh"
"ya-huh"
"nu-uh"
"ya-huh"
"this is stupid"
"not as stupid as you"
"nu-uh"
"ya-huh"
"stop it"
"you stop it"
"no you stop it"
"nu-uh"
"oh, grow up"
"i told you to first!"
"nu-uh"
"ya-huh"
"crap, you did"
"a-huh"
"shut up"

senseless babble from a currently senseless mind, who isn't liking her week at all. she started uni this week, and didn't really like it, she went on a date, and didn't really enjoy it, and worst of all she has the feeling that this is all life will ever really offer. she currently feels like hitting her head against the keyboard, but from earlier events she for sees this as a bad option, not for her own health, but for that of the keyboard's. she grew up to be conscientious
and put others first, and as a result feels overly selfish when she does something for purely her own benefit. she often has outbursts of random conversation and actions that people can't really relate to or understand. this makes her feel isolated from reality and so often chooses to withdraw herself from it. she enjoys long walks and feels that she could only offer inadequacy in a relationship, she feels like this paragraph shows a diminishing self-esteem and tries hard to stop herself from deleting the whole thing. *head desk*

life sucks no matter what, so don't be fooled by location changes.

2 Comments:

Blogger Indeterminacy said...

Dear Frances, I wanna be a kid with you.

3:17 am, March 04, 2007  
Blogger Stewart Sternberg said...

Some people see that as meaningless babble...to me...it's a metronome keeping song going...it's what life's about.

4:32 pm, March 04, 2007  

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