i feel quite alone right now... i would very much appreciate a hug... very much... please... not like anyone would go out of their way the read this or to hug me... but i thought it was worth a try... i mean how many days are left? until well all just disappear... in one person's perspecive everyone will die when they do, if they are dead they have no proof that their most loved ones are still alive... there is no looking window between life and death... death is empty...but what happens when life is too...