i don't want to be the type that tries to avoid a friend, but the feeling i have now says "the air is much too tense". i'm sorry you saw my change in attitude, but not as sorry as i feel for wanting to not see you. there is a healthy array of adjectives to express this sensation, but there are many more sicken which it would be wise not to mention. i'm sorry is all i have left to say... i'm such an idiot for feeling this way...